I, at almost 45 years of age, have decided, or more so, become aware of the unfortunate conclusion, that Im just NOT a nice person. Ive always FELT and genuinely BELIEVED that Im a truthful, giving, honest, loving, forgiving, caring, kind, warmhearted person.......however, It has come repeatedly evident recently, and have been frequently told that I am truly not that kind of a person at all! Ive come to realize, that Im really JUST NOT NICE! I have found this heartbreaking, because I GENUINELY believe this the case! This newfound vision of myself breaks my heart, mostly because I HAVE ALWAYS CONSIDERED myself to be very selfless, loving, kind, generous, forgiving, and loving person......However, I see now, this is just truly NOT the case! So, with all that said, I humbly ask your forgiveness for any and all of my wrong-doings! I know in MY HEART IM NOT a MEAN person....... This post is not a cry for help..... Oh, poor little me. People are upset with me! Rather, its to express my GENUINE heartbreak that Ive accepted this poor character flaw within my heart! This truly is not just some stupid rant! Rather, I am PUBLICLY, and shamefully, asking all of those that I have harmed, forgiveness! This is TRULY, a GENUINE apology to any and all that I have hurt with my selfish behavior rude words, or inappropriate insinuations! From the deepest of my heart/soul, I AM TRULY REGRETFUL AND SORRY!!!! This truly breaks my heart, mostly because I have found it to be truthful! I am disappointed and ashamed of my behavior and am GENUINELY asking forgiveness at this point..... Not really much more than I CAN do on my behalf, regarding my now PAST behavior, I would like to take this time, shamelessly, genuinely, and apologetically, to ask for the forgiveness of those whom I have harmed, and mostly, disappointed, for my inappropriate thoughts, comments, and mean, hateful, words...... However they have NEVER been intended......., but I have said them, and feel terrible for such! I am NOT AT ALL proud of this misbehavior, which is not to excuse it........though my hope is that by truthfully, honestly publicly owning my misbehavior and deeds, it will help me overcome them, and re become the person I have always believed myself to be! Again, my deepest and most sincere apologies...... TBM
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 06:23:45 +0000
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