I battle these emotions each and every day as I remain sober it brings back so much pain from my past Im no different then anyone else we all have a past it is what has made us who we are today Im battle pain and hurt .all bout giving up and going back to my addictions so that I dont hurt nor feel the pain of what my life has been or who ive hurt along the way most of all of ive hurt myself almost each and every day some reason God has me here on the earth still at 45 years old fairly healthy and I dont understand why?? I shouldnt be here due to the winds but I self inflicted upon my own body..I dont understand the trials Ive been through I dont understand God himself why he loves me I dont deserve it I dont deserve anything from him.. Sometimes I do want to give up sometimes my emotions just get the best of me I feel worthless I feel guilty I feel so much shame God does forgive us for our sins yet sometimes our emotions get in the way of the true meaning of what your life is about ..I battle all this everyday I hope someday I will break the chains of these emotions that have binded me down
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 03:44:42 +0000
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