“I beg of you, shadow, Become alive once again.” This lyrics are haunting me these days. I guess I have my own “shadow” that is haunting me every step of the way. Sometimes I have this crazy feeling that I’m seeing it with the corner of my eye but I am too afraid to turn around so I won’t make it disappear… Once in a while is better to live with the uncertainty than knowing for sure that the “shadow” you long for is not actually there… Sometimes I feel that his eyes involuntary wrote a story in my soul, that has no end… and I guess it doesn’t have a real beginning either... It’s just a story meant to be written just to show me how does it feel to lose yourself every time a thought flies towards that “shadow”… and unfortunately, lots of thoughts are flying that direction most of the day, making me feel so far away from everything that is happening around me… It’s like there’s a whole different world beyond my thoughts that I don’t really fit in right now… This “shadow” really messed up my whole existence… Depressing, or just painful… most of the times it’s a pain that reminds me of how human I am…other times is…just painful, like your whole body is paralyzed and it’s hard to even breath. I guess this pain has its own beauty because it makes you feel with your whole body and soul how much a “shadow” means to you… “it is so bad, that is good!”… “Thrills are passing me through And I have no need. I beg of you, shadow, Become alive once again. Hungry of whole love In days of gloomy dusk, When fate unleashes its night Only a shadow satisfies me, A shadow closes inside myself A shadow just passed thru me. It is so bad that is good It is so much “yes” that is “no”, A shadow keeps me alive And that shadow is YOU!”
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 21:41:13 +0000
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