I, being the woman I am, am gonna speak out on something Im feeling right now. Ive been going back and forth debating if Im ready to voice how I really feel on this and I think I am now... Me and Prophacy go back almost ten years ago. While I have seen many friends come and go, he was always there in the way that was best. Never disrespectful and always upfront about how he felt, that is what kept us friends/ acquaintances. When I finally heard his music for the first time, I felt it was real, it wasnt until later I found out it was no fabrication. He would hit me up about kicking it with him and I would decline the offer, because of some of my past experiences with men. After years of him trying to kick it with me personally, I finally accepted the invite and we did nothing but talk and relate for damn near 10 hours straight! He didnt make me feel uncomfortable and at the same time was himself. He was lucky enough to eventually have a FWB relationship with me, but when that started is when a lot of people around us started showing their true colors. Unfortunately, our relationship hit the bottom... he acted like I didnt exist and I went kind of crazy, for the absence of not only the love he gave me, but for the conversations and relativity we shared. Its been going on a year and a half since we last were close, but my heart still bleeds for him; we kind of share similar life-stories.... I understand I am really emotional and sitting at a standstill in life right now, but if he moved on, I still have enough love and respect for him to want to see him happy. Through all of his hard-work through music and single-parenting, he deserves a good woman, even if it isnt me... Some call me crazy (and I really do THINK I was) but on my b-day last year, I tattooed his name on my back- Prophacy. Not for love for him, but for the message he sends out and actually practices. Love you, Prophacy, : ) and hope you have a good weekend and Good Luck with your Music Ventures!!!
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 17:24:18 +0000
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