I believe if we fail to uncover and release the deep layers of old patterns of hurt deep-seated anger we create a toxic environment within. For years I have been removing these deep-seated layers and patterns of going into anger in the face of impending sadness, feeling left, and separation. As soon as I feel like Ive cleared one layer another one another incident or reminder shows up for me to reveal, clear, and release yet another one. I continue to notice these past few days quiet anger welling up inside me with Monicas upcoming two week trip out of the country -remind me again shes soon leaving home, as I have come to know it to be for the past 25 years. It isnt about my fear for her moving on and forward in her life - or my own - its about the old painful reminder and experience of how frightened and unprepared I felt when my mom temporarily left home when I was about 4 not by her own volition or cognition. As I said last night, I am celebrating what feels like both failures and successes so I can continue to healthily move forward in a new way, free of what is hidden deep within, consciously connected to my higher self in the process and invite you to do so also.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Apr 2014 13:11:09 +0000
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