I came in from enjoying this awesome night to find the Good Night show on Sprout playing on TV. It has always been set to record Liviana favorite show Caillou. As I light Liviana s candle I couldnt help but think back to this night 1 year ago. I sat next to Liviana and we watched and sang and enjoyed eachother. Had I known it would have been the last time we enjoyed the show together I would have done anything to stop time. I remember staying up until 4:30-5 with her holding her hand and rubbing her head while she layer there peacefully. She always relaxed when I would run my fingers through her hair and sing the Caillou song. She would Crack a smile when I would through the Cops bad boy song in the mix. I remember waking around 6:35 and looking over at her and not seeing her chest moving up and down. So I went over to her and sat down next to her while taking her hand. I remember her not responding as she always did. I put my hand on her little chest and my other hand on her sweet head. I knew within seconds that she was gone. My heart stopped it felt like for a minute. Aria and Miles came down about the same time and I told them them to go get mommy. The sounds of Amy coming down the stairs stills haunts me. How was I going to tell my wife that our sweet Liviana was gone? As she came around the corner I had nothing to say except she was gone. The look that I will remember forever coming from the woman I so deeply love was like someone had drained her. It was and will be the hardest thing as a husband and father that I will ever have to do. I miss her more and more everyday and wish that I could hold her one more time. To see her smile, to hear her laugh, to smell her smell. And to see her momma hold her. I hope that every parent that reads this wakes up in the morning and hugs there babies. I love you sweet Livy-Pooh.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 04:05:43 +0000
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