I can not rescue you today. I can not come to your aid. Please understand that my sholders can not bear the weight of you. My heart can not bleed any more for you. Helping you before nearly cost me everything. It ment so much to me to be there for you. To be one person who didnt turn you away or judge you. To be compassionate instead of callous. It was so hard for me to take on your burdens but I did. I tried to help mend your fractured self esteem. I tried to feed you hope and strength and standards but being near me made you feel so bad about yourself. I know why and I was your friend anyway. It hurts me deeply to tell you that you damaged my life. I dont want to give you another reason to hate yourself. You are the master of your own distruction. I can not help you anymore. I feel for you and I worry for you. I hurt for you girl but you are so toxic to me. You cry out for my help again when Ive just put my life back together from the last time I helped you. It breaks my heart but I cant help you. I try so hard to be strong for everyone. Brave, helpful, supportive, kind and generous. So this goes against my nature. It is killing me right now. I didnt have anyone to help me pick up the pieces. I had to do it on my own. Did you worry for me? Did you care? Then how can you cry to me now? Im crying and feeling like shit for being angry at you when you Damn well deserve it. Clean up your own mess this time! I cant be your friend until you do. I wont let your ruin my life again.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 22:33:13 +0000
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