I cant lie, this is an emotional , raw month for myself and others... todays Anniversary... losing my brother Peter... the Anniversary of a terrible day and week for myself back in 2004... losing several friends in September and October... so many other sad events that happened during this month, and Ive become so jumpy and ready to shut down and bolt for the mountains. Sometimes I white-knuckle it, other times I pray. Sometimes I feel that warmth of reassurance that it seems one can only feel AFTER a day of feeling like one has lost all hope. Other times, the people in my life, many of whom have surprised me with their warmth, depth and trustworthiness, just seem to know that Im not doing so well and make me laugh, or do something kind or just refrain from getting mad when I space out, drop the ball, disappear or otherwise fail. Thanks for hanging in there for me and for each other. Tonight Im sitting in a rehearsal with an amazing group of people, Veterans and actors and friends and new friends, and getting hopeful messages and reading others messages of hope, and feeling like thee really is light in the darkness.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 00:09:53 +0000
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