I cant stress it enough how much I miss being a kid. Such a time a carefree living... The older I get, the more that time of age becomes a fantasy. As my life passes the less people I associate myself with. I was so readily willing to become friends with anyone, but now judge others before truly getting to know them. Its like this new instinct has come over me to guard myself from anyone and anything outside of me. What is this way of thinking that Ive built up over the years? Is this what pain and hurt shapes you into? Sure, on the outside I may act nice, seem alright, be healthy, but on the inside I feel souless. Its as if the true child in me is fading away and Im barely holding on to the grip of his small hands. Im beginning to question myself everyday, am I truly a good person? Am I even worthy to be accepted into the heavens after this life for how I lived on Earth? I want to be better, and can only imagine to start by making little changes. Change how I treat others, change how I treat my environment, and change how I treat myself most importantly. I must fight the demons wherever they may reside and become a warrior of limitless love, positivity, and wisdom. To all who may feel the same, know that you are not alone. Keep pushing, fight the struggle of these negative illusions and break through the veil to the brighter side of tomorrow.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 23:00:41 +0000
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