I can’t believe how many years have passed since I lost my mother, and every day it seems I take some time to remember her. Sure I do a bit of crying, it’s perfectly natural. I think my shock started before she actually passed away, I was in denial. It took me well over a year before I actually started to cry. I guess my soul finally came to terms that she was gone. The only person whos thoughts and feelings are hidden behind these eyes are my own. No one else will ever understand how hard I took it and the everyday struggle ever since that day I go through. I will never understand why she was chosen to leave us so early. She was already a absolute angel and the greatest person anyone could know. Her laughter and unlimited compassion are things I will always remember. I find myself staring up into the sky at the stars and holding a conversation with her. Telling her about everything that is going on in my life and as always asking for guidance through my trials and tribulations. I may not get any answers or conversation back but, for some reason it brings me some sort of comfort. I know your out there somewhere listening. I will cherish every moment that I did get to spend with you. You are not only my mother, but my best friend and my rock. I will continue on trying to become the best person I can, so you will always be proud of me. I miss and love you with all my being and am eternally grateful for having you in my life. Happy Birthday Mommy
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 04:18:41 +0000