I dont even know where to start......other than to say I am scared to death. How do we care for four horses that unfortunately became the unwanted? I cry, I panic, I get angry, I search.......my life has not been the same since these 5 horses walked in to it. I cant turn my back, I cant act like they do not exist, I cant forget their pleading eyes that say help me. I am heart broken that we had to put Jags down. I search my soul, did we make the right decision, could we have done more for him? Or did we truly do the best thing for him? We are not rich..... How do we do this? How do we take care of these horses that we promised, we will help you? How could someone do this to these animals? I dont understand. God are you really calling me to this task? I dont even know where to begin. I am overwhelmed with what it will take to get these horses back into good health. I have never done anything like this before. I have never seen horses as bad as they are. I said, I am wrestling with an elephant, why an elephant? Because I can not put my arms around them, they are huge, you can not minimize their size......that is how I am feeling with these horses. I cant wrap my mind around them, how could someone do this? What is the best way to help? You monitor their every move, bite of food, poop, water drank.....are they doing better? What do their eyes tell me? You kiss them, love them, feed them, clean their stalls................with the most unselfish heart, the determination to help them.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 20:22:33 +0000
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