I dont post many things on here... But after receiving the news that I received today, this is the only communication I have with the outside world... After the last couple of years, being alone in a hospital room usually doesnt bother me... But today it has seemed rather tough... With all the medical problems over the last 23 years, I havent found much that has frightened me... But this time, it scares the crap out of me! I had really hoped that my life would turn out meaning something, that my life would be of some significance to someone... I wanted to make a difference... Instead, I ended up being a burden to others... And now they want to crack my chest open... WHAT??? I am still trying to absorb all this, and I really seem to be struggling with that... Sorry you all had to read this, but this is the closest thing I have to communication with the outside world, and I had to talk to someone... I hope everyone has a wonderful day... Love your family and friends like there is no tomorrow, as there is no guarantee of one...
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 08:36:37 +0000
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