I dont wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just dont go as wed like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight Farewell, I know that you can care less But Im sorry for everything I was careless But I need you to know that I love you so much I cant deal with the fact you left me with no crutch I was in love with you how could you do this to me Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy! And now what do I do? Where do I go? Cause everywhere I go I see your face Its hard starting over Trying to find another shoulder To lean on I feel like my whole life just got peed on They say time heals but dammit I wanna stop time and feel this pain As crazy as it sounds to me its sane And I like it, why? cause I feel like were still united In some weird way I dont wanna fight it I wrote you the other day and you didnt write back! Its like that!? after all the crap we been through!? I cant believe you! look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up! Im annoyed, hell!, shit you coulda at least sent a text But youre probably busy kissing someone else While Im sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit! Youre hard headed a sharp headache I need help call a medic I just cut myself, yea, I did it Without you Im nothing dont you get it!? Every time that I said I loved you I meant it! Youre so cold you just hit me so low I cant take this no more, so hit the road I dont wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just dont go as wed like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight Some things just dont seem the way they do One day you tell me I love you and only you I wake up to find out it was a dream Youre telling me youre leaving me People change everything changes We go from best friends then become strangers We go from seeing each other everyday then Farewell to never seeing your face again I cant get you outta of my head So Im out of bed at 4 in the morning Wishing I was dead But for some odd reason I cant do it I For some reason I needed to write Whats on my mind and whats going through it Cause if I dont Ill probably suffocate Why do you have so much hate Towards me you need some loving babe God I f**king love you I hate myself For falling in love with you My heart is aching Im medicated I tried meditating But nothing works I dont even feel sedated I wish you could feel what I feel for one second I reckon you would jump out your window bare naked F**k humiliation, you do anything to get me back And do everything to have me if you could I dont wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just dont go as wed like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 15:44:51 +0000