I dont want to fight any more,,,,,,,, its time for letting go,,,,,, I am battling depression very bad right now,,,,,,,, and the medications I am on arent really helping,,,,,,,,,it just personal stuff I am going through,,,,,,,, and sometimes I wonder if going to counseling is helping me,,,,,,, I know it is,,,,,, but sometimes I want to give up ( no not commit suicide ) but give up the medications and counseling,,,,,,,, I am really try to be in good spirits and be positive and think of things that would make me happy,,,,,,, but this depression has really got me,,,,,, I am having to find a new career,,,,,, cause I cant go back to be a nursing assistant; I could but after taking care of Randall,,,,, mother,,,, I am burnt out on the medical profession,,,,, now I am having to reinvent myself and that is not easy at the age of 43 almost 44 years,,,,,, yeah I know things will get better
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 02:37:03 +0000
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