I feel like the wheels have been turning literally too long! With the month + long road trip JC & I went on this summer, to the trip to Tampa for Kens(my first husbands) heart surgery. It was suppose to be an overnight procedure and turned into two weeks of prayer for his recovery. I brought him home with me for a bit to recuperate some more. JC has a karate tournament Sat. in PCB and we will spend the weekend there and return to Tampa to help Ken with the movers to store his belongings until he decides what to do. His lease is up and he didnt plan on this health problem to go along with his plans. He has scheduled this move for a couple of months now so he cant postpone it as he needs to be out of the house by then. Guess he will be staying with me until he decides what to do. He was planning on a long trip of visiting his family until he decided where to settle down. Im in a quandary as to what I feel or want to do. He says he wants to stay with me and has proposed yikes!!!! I dont know if Im ready for that nor am I sure I feel anything more than empathy for him. I have been putting his needs before mine & JCs. Also, I am sad because my lawyers have advised me to move back to Florida as I am still in the process of settling mine and Jims estate. It was a year in Feb. that he has passed away and I still miss him so very much. So, anyway please pray for me and JC and that God guides my life as to his will and not mine because I have to lean on him in all things and not unto my understanding. I am thankful to be alive and for JC. That is all I know for sure!
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 13:27:42 +0000
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