I feel like this life is a game I’m playing I’m trying not to fall to my death or get hit by something unexpected I swear I’m paying attention but I’m still wreckin it All this tension is building up cause I’m lettin it These are stress signals not gang signs, I ain’t reppin it I wanna run away from it all, but they say you gotta face ya problems Instead I’m duckin’ divin’ dodgin’ em , passin em on, lobbin em There’s no solvin’ em or solvent that can dilute them into an easier solution I’m getting tore down at the saloon with my crew tryna lose em Getting faded sure does make the past seem dated Lettin lose , living for the moment, x-rated let’s get creative Forget about tomorrow and its problems Six yager bombs in front of us and we goin bomb em Wakin up in the A.M. feelin less than amazing This maze called relationships got me dazing, mind racin, gettin no rest, adrenaline junkie I need another taste test Going no less harder tonight setting myself up for another mess I’m caught up in them doors you see revolving The world’s evolving and I aint following Those things I once found so cruel, now seem more moral I’m in this whirl-wind of ethics , my values begins to twirl My heads spinnin, the lights are dimmin, Blackout stage now, no longer in control like a minion Don’t wanna hear the facts or your opinion It’s my stress relief so I don’t have to rest in peace I’ll apologize the next day and sincerely mean it You won’t believe me so I’ll scream it It would seem just like a dream til someone hada call it a nightmare I should take better care it’s only fair to myself How could I be so selfless And not care about your feelings I’m so selfish
Posted on: Mon, 05 Aug 2013 02:10:27 +0000