I got 9 days left to go I am counting down like im bout to get outta jail lol, I am not even thinking about the three inch needle bout to go in my back or the nice long slice they bout to do on my stomach or the first day of having to pee with a cathader or the no drinkiing water even down to the IV they have to put in my hand that hurts like hell ( or maybe I am LOL) all I want to do at this point is touch, smell, hold, kiss,cuddle and squish my lil sugar pie, all this moving around he does inside my body already tells me so much about him and as soon as I rub my belly he calms down his daddy is like dont worry babe I got this and im like im not worried and no you dont see moms and sons they have a special bond just like daddys and daughters and the mother I have become will not allow me to give that up will he be a mommas boy yes he will my four year old who is not biologicaly my mans son but he calls him dad and has since we made it official has been there for him loved him and just been a dad to him he loves zz and zz loves him he will be 42 in december and this is his first born son and I get that but this will also be the last child I have and I want to enjoy my last baby.
Posted on: Sat, 14 Sep 2013 14:00:17 +0000
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