I got hurt, deeply scarred, my trust got raped,my heart betrayed,my security and privacy played. Im listening Nutshell by the band Alice in Chain, and I understand it is the last time it happens, the last time I allow you to do so,to lie,and to get so close to me, to hold me and let me fall. Nothing is harder than try to breath as youre skydiving and free falling. I survived the Sky, some others will have to struggle and survive the Ocean.Call it Karma,Faith,Curse,Law of Retalation but sooner or later, eventually,in a way or another, youre going to pay for every unfair tear I cried and every single minute I screamed out of pain and devastation.For every little scar I gained and covered, for every sleepless night I spent with a rollercoaster as my heartbeat, for everytime I prayed for you to be there and I was left there to survive alone... If this meant to care to love to make someone : happy , i wish you nothing but the same kind of care, love, the same kind of happiness you have caused to me. Because happiness is going to be your worst enemy, and might be love,your best unsatisfaction. To kill and fool a good person and hurt her undeservedly is like to sign with a huge smile on the face a countdown for your own Death Sentence. now,laugh louder,once again,because im going just to enjoy the show. You are the only person on the world that will never have my forgiveness..and til then I wish you nothing but to get all what you have given to me.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Apr 2014 12:20:44 +0000
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