I guess through life you learn lessons. You learn that seemingly helpless can be deceitful and conniving. That some people are mentally unstable and uncontrollable. That someone you love can tell you they love you to your face, and allow someone to plot to kill you. That even being completely supportive can be used against you. No matter how much you do not want to be drug into something, that every decision you make the fate can still fall upon you. I am greatful for all this. I was lied too since day one and every time I wanted to remove myself from a situation I was lied to again to keep me from leaving. But inevitably my decision to believe those lies is why my fate stayed. I chose to allow the fate to continue, and continued to be blinded after my fate was carried out. Sometimes in life you think the good in someone and their helplessness is worthy of your life and time. Unfortunately most of the time we are burned. Our fate is always condition of our own decisions, but will always be the result of our inability to make the right decision. My biggest lesson has been to not believe someone who comes across helpless. That was the first decision I failed on. Sympathy for someones situation is the easiest way to control someone. Continually that was used against me to prevent me from making a correct decision and sticking to it. I blame myself for not being strong enough to make a decision. I would have had control of my faith if I was. If I didnt make the decision to sit and listen to her problems, I would have never sympathized, I would have never have believed lie after lie after lie, only to find out the biggest lie of all almost cost my life. You can never forgive someone for allowing a lie they tell that would ultimately cost you a fate of death. Especially when an apology has never been offered. That was truly the scariest part about all this, that one single persons lie that continually grew affected my life in a way that allowed someone to plot to remove my life. Life goes on, but the walls go up, and you the person who lied continuously through this whole thing you are truly an evil person. I have no need to say any names. You can never forgive someone for allowing a lie they tell that would ultimately cost you a fate of death. Especially when an apology has never been offered.
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 03:40:37 +0000
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