I hadnt talked to Mike since 2008. I had been thinking of him constantly and our experiences together over the past couple weeks. I decided to see if I could find him on Facebook and here I am. Facebook is a hell of a thing... I would had never known he passed otherwise. Mike and I met at E!, he was my producer on a show back in 2002 or 2003. Our senses of humor were essentially the same; Twisted and bizarre. We were two peas in a pod and probably drove everyone around us nuts because of the level of obnoxiousness. He was such a little shit starter and always pushed everyone to their edge. He got off on that and I found it incredible and wildly addicting to be around. After some time, years later we began dating seriously... We grew very, very close, quite possibly the closest he or I had ever been with another human. He didnt let many people in, which hurt our relationship, but also made me feel incredibly special. Although our relationship ended on terrible terms not in anyway Id ever wished it to. I always remembered him as one of the great loves of my life. He taught me about so many things... I was with him when things started going downhill with his health. I held his hand through some very hard times. To see someone I loved so much going through that is something I will never forget and I feel special that I got to be the one who he chose to have there. I have so many memories and stories and photos and letters. We created mounds and endless mounds of memories. I dont have words to accurately describes how this feels. The fact that I just found out today after over a year of not knowing... Does anyone have Chads info, his duplex mate? I would like to reach out to him and Billy. This is a video that mike and I LOVED and referenced all the time. youtube/watch?v=JLwPXMedIaI
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 22:42:04 +0000
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