I hardly ever share my personal deep moments but I feel I have to say it. Over the past few weeks I had disappointing news & events take place & its left me in a real dark hopeless state of mind. Though tonight I really was able 2 c everything much clearer & come 2 the realization that a lot of bad has happened in my life & I’m very aware that it was due to my poor choices & bad judgment calls. I’ve since then took my life & all the pieces and began to start on a new but improved ME. I’m still not where I want to be, but I can say I am a project “under construction.” So to the certain people that have come & gone outta my life at my weakest & strongest stages THANK U… Thank u for being an uplifting eye opening disappointment. This whole time I thought it was me failing even when I was doing everything positive 2 help u build you. Now I c all along it was u that didn’t wanna match up 2 my strength & will power that I was willing 2 help u with. Obviously u still think sum1 else is to blame or sum1 owes u something. So when u figure out that its u that needs to come to common ground within yourself I want to go ahead & say I’m proud of u, when u do reach that point & I’m always going to be a friend regardless because that is” MY TEST of HOW STRONG IVE BECOME” & that is all the approval I ever needed. Its not the approval of others around me, just God showing me that I’m going to be okay. I’m so thankful that he has given me such strong shoulders & restored me with a STRONGER MIND to carry such a big weight because he knew I was bigger & stronger than my worst enemy & that was MYSELF……
Posted on: Wed, 28 Aug 2013 06:17:08 +0000
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