I hate being cursed with never ending nerve pain. I would never wish it on anyone. I didnt ask for this to happen to me and it has cost me a great job, led to my wife leaving me, and has ruined any chance I ever had at a normal life and having my own family. I feel like I have lost everything. I just wanted a simple life. Friends, a loving companion, and to get to be a father. It kills me to know Im not going to ever have those things. I have no friends, and am left all alone to deal with this incredible daily pain. The only person I ever get to see is my mom. And i cant discuss how mentally ill she is. :( It takes every ounce of energy I have just to get out of my apartment and participate in any normal activity. I am just emotionally and physically drained. Im so lonely and heart broken, left hoping the next pain pill i take will give me atleast a few minutes of relief. I beg God everyday to take this terrible pain away so I can try to have a normal life. Im so tired of suffering and Im sorry to complain to all of you about my pitiful life. Yall are the only ones I have to talk to.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 05:57:42 +0000
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