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I hate when people get the wrong idea about my behavior....i have horrible social anxiety....when im quiet im thinkin im trying to avoid a panic attack....music distracts me from hearing everything....my blood preasure doesnt help....your ability ro read people is amatuer....my ability is that of a jedi....remember that the next time you assume anyrhing about me....body language is everything as well as eye contact....ypur transparencies are easy to read....thats why i look people in the eye the subtle variations and changes in breathing patterns, eye contact, and reactions speak volumes....you shouldnt underestimate a chronically ill intelect....i feel more than anyone so i take alot of pills cause it numbs shit....the moment you assume anything about anyone youve already lost....i can see through most everyone....i am genuine in my intentions....i havw alot of issues and no confidence i have a past and i punish myself for the people ive hurt....i found a sense of stillness when i stopped trying to judge everyone i dont know what theyve been through....so i stay away....i make music thats my release and my goal....have you ever met a genuine soul? I havent....and because of that i have no fear of dieing alone....i know who iam and i have nothing to prove to anyone but myself and my offspring....you must be the change you wish to see in the world....im smarter than anyone has ever thought i was or would be.....i just keep everything inside because i cant stand sympathy or empathy....i made my bed and i will continue to happily lay in it....
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 03:35:09 +0000

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