I have a lot of sadness & confusion today. Those who know me personally know why. I cant make any sense of so many things that happened, all I know is its a shattering painful feeling & I will be recovering for quite some time. I just wanted a family, someone to love me. Respect me, treat me equal, be understanding, none of that happened & it all went by so fast. No one is perfect we all make mistakes its the love that is there that matters & holds it together & sadly their are men out there claiming they want a family when the best thing they could do is stay by themselves & not cause anymore destruction. I am going to take a bubble bath listen to some music & pray, god knows my heart my mistakes my weakness & he also knows what a husband should be & all that he wasnt & how he made so many things worse, worse than they had to be & that will be for him to take care of one day. I tried with counseling, I asked him to go to church, I asked him to pray with me, I asked to do things together, but no & the joke is on him, hes FAR from innocent, god knows that & thats all I need. All I can do is go on hoping someone someday will truly love me & my little girl
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 00:32:46 +0000
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