I have a lot to say so Im going to say it publicly, since I was put on blast yesterday even though no one on here saw it... I did.... In my life, especially the years I spent in Ohio, I have done a lot of things I am not proud of. I have spoken about and allowed other to speak poorly of my daughters father which has caused problems that I am STILL dealing with today. Until 2010 I lived in Ohio and was a completely different person than I am now. I lied. To benefit myself or those that I thought I cared about. I didnt work, or try to. I stole and was an accomplice to the fact more than once. None of which got me anything but trouble. And broke later in life. I partied.... a lot. I used going out and drinking as a cover up for how horrible I felt inside. I have hopped out of a cab without paying, I have been to jail 3 times for unpaid fines from the bad things I did that I wasnt smart enough to get away with. I have moved to many times to name and wont even try to. However even then, and through all the bullshit, my daughter was taken care of to the best of my ability. I was never a junkie or lost sight of what was important. I never did any bad to my family or those I considered friends. I tried to be a good friend and often allowed my decisions to be coerced by people I thought were my friends. But Im a little older and alot wiser now. Or so Id like to think. I left all that behind, paid my dues and moved on. I work a steady job and dont hop around to different employment. Ive lived in the same house for 3 years and pay my bills. I dont go out that much or have much of a social life. I live for my child and Im proud of how far Ive come. Everyone has a past, some worse than others. I wont live everyday with regret or pretend to be something Im not to get others to like me. Ive done alot of bad, but the good ive done definitely trumps it x 1000. Xoxo
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 12:55:17 +0000
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