I have a question. I was DF in January of 2002. It was a really rough ride, coming from having my witness support and no one on the outside, to the lonely big wide world where I was absolutely terrified and alone, all very hard at first but looking back now, it was the best thing that ever could have happened to me. Anyway....I had my first xmas in 2002 and was so excited to put up my tree and decorations with my partner and do all the christmassy things. Anyway fast forward to 2014....I cant be arsed...my partner now is not that interested in xmas although Spanish so we have to do a big family thing, all the family come here over three days, but I have asked for help to get the tree and decorations from the basement, he can not be bothered and said ahh dont bother it was a real effort for me to go do it and I will have to do it all by myself and then the though of having to do it all again to put it away in January. Such a ballache. Am I being a grinch? is it some reflection of my old days? or have I just become normal and am like everyone else in this world? I am not christian so the christian element for me is out the window, I am pagan so the tree, yule log etc yeah maybe. What are your thoughts on xmas now?
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 14:43:37 +0000
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