I have been so ashamed of my weight for the last couple years...so much so that I have isolated myself from friends & from doing things I once enjoyed doing. I always worried about what other ppl thought of me...I still do to be honest. I know that I dont owe anyone an explanation on why I gained this weight but I need to explain for my own sanity. So here goes...On June 16th 2009 ( one week after my sister died of cancer ) I had to have a complete hysterectomy. When I went back for my 6 week check-up I was told they found cancer, cervical cancer, the same cancer that spread through my sisters body like a raging storm. The only difference was, I was going to live...they got all the cancer & it had not spread. So I guess I gained the weight because of the hysterectomy. Not because I eat like a pig!!! I also have a hiatal hernia that is causing me a lot of problems & it has to be removed. On top of all that...I take a lot of steroids for my breathing problems. I done all this so I could live a little longer & love my family & friends a little longer. So you can talk about me all you want...if you were a true friend those hurtful words would never have come out of your mouth. Im going to get this weight off of me somehow but you best believe its not because of anything you said. I will be praying for you & I forgive you...not for you but for me! :)
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 00:54:02 +0000
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