I have been so blessed in many ways. My intelligence, my talent and my looks, I am grateful for. Things I have control over; my attitude, my generosity, my kindness, and my undying support of other people are the very things I strive to be better and better at. I have terrific family and friends who seem to find the time in their schedules to be there for me not only when everything is great but also when its not. I have challenges like everyone else. I want to thank you Rachel De La Rosa, specifically for watching out for me. I want to thank you for going the extra mile to make sure that my life is even better than I would sometimes choose for myself. Im just sorry that YOU have had to sacrifice your self-respect, self-esteem and self-worth to keep me from sacrificing mine. Im sorry that you have had to make an absolute fool of yourself to prove that Daniel De Leon loves you even though he continues to cheat on you, lie to you and abandon you. Im sorry you are at the point that youve had to control his phone, his Facebook, his email. Im sorry that you are so paranoid that you told him that when I am in town he will have to sit in your car all day while you work. Im sorry that while you have fought so hard to make sure I dont have him it has driven you to go through other peoples facebook pages to stalk me. Im sorry it has gotten so bad that you have started stalking my Pinterest as well. The only reason he chose you is because he knows hed have to accept change to be with me and hes too scared. You were the easy choice. He already knows he can do anything to you and you will continue to let him. You prove that every time he comes home drunk, high, or even comes home at all. What is really sad is that you are so worried about looking like a fool in the future that you dont realize that you already do. I didnt lose. I demanded more. I refuse to lose my self-worth to get a man to love me. Ive never had to and Im not going to start now. He already proved that he lied to me. Ive learned that you have dropped so low that you lied to him about me. I was willing to forgive and walk away quietly, but you have taken it too far. Because I actually care about you Im willing to embarrass myself for a moment and make this public. Its sad that you didnt have the courage to ask me yourself. I was there for you in the past when you needed me. Now I think youre obsessed enough to boil my rabbit. Rachel, instead of worrying about me every second of every hour, start to care more about yourself. Honey, sometimes when you win you actually lose.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 16:39:45 +0000
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