I have believed every written word of God, and oftentimes why some of the promises werent yet fulfilled... caused em to search my soul for answers to why I hadnt been granted the desires of my heart, as He said He would give to those of us who please Him. Yesterday afternoon, when I had all but given up on recieving a desire of my heart, and will soon be out of the area that that desire could be fulfilled, the desire of my heart, (no one except God knew of this secret desire), it emerged right in fron of my eyes, and to my amazement that desire was mutual!!! My first love occured when I was only 13 or 14 years old... he moved out of state without me knowing why or where he went. I am 65 years old... he is 68. For a very brief moment I saw him in Dallas, when I was 25... never to see him again, I thought! He was married and has been for 45 or so years to one woman. A year or two ago she silently slipped into eternity. I was crushed when I learned of her departure. I felt perhaps he had deceased, but no it was his beloved wife. Although my heart was seroiusly saddened, knowing he had been a devoted husband and father, I felt he was exactly the man I always believed he would be. He was as happy to see me as I was him, and he spoke freely of the fact that we had really liked one another. He has always been the desire of my heart despite the fact that I was happily married to my late husband. How can that be? My firmest belief is that true love never dies and one need not possess anothers body in order to love them He has promised to call me to arrange a private meeting so that we can rekindle our friendship. I believe he will aand I am a different person today because of his desire to know me again. This desire being fulfilled is another proof of Gods loving kindness and ever present love. Rejoice with me friends and loved ones. I have been deathly ill a long time and I have a long way to go before I will fully recover. Just knowing there is someone in my life that is personally mine, someone I know cares for me and will be my friend during the dark hours ahead as I await healing enough to have a major Colon Surgery. The Holy Spirit kept telling me that if I could just get to this point, I would be OK. Following 3 Emergency Room visits and being able to drive only 20-30 minutes at the time and need to lay on the sofa for 20+ hours before I could force myself to drive further. Not only did I find great health care providers and get the infections in my Kidneys and Colon under control... the Holy Spirit led me directly to a man I true admire and respect, and he wants me in his life again. too. I just had to share the wonderful news. Each one of you have been with me so long through the darkest and most frightening hours of my life... so, of course, I just had to share the GOOD NEWS with you, also. Pray for me, I feel so encouraged simply based on his admission that we really did like each other.... silly? No, its a GOD THING !!!!!!! shi
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 00:50:52 +0000
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