I have finally decided to take that big step. I have my assessment Monday then I leave for detox. I can not wait when I can show my face around family and friends again and actually be PROUD of what Im doing rather then be so insecure I just stay away from everybody. This drug is not a joke and I pray that anybody who even gets close to it is smart enough to just walk away. I font even know who I am anymore butiI know I dont like who I have become at all. I look disgusting. I want to feel pretty again, I want to feel healthy! I cant wait for the day to come where I can wake up and finally say I dont need heroin to get through my day. I appreciate the people who have stuck by my side and chose to still be for me till this day, even the ones who just popped in to see if Im alright. I also appreciate some of my family willing to help pay for things if needed so I can get my life on track. I want my relationships back with the good people in my life, I want to stop hiding from everyone and being afraid of everything. Its hard to change but Im more then willing to take this challenge and beat it to be happy again. Wish me luck and pray for me please! Please if you have anything negative to say about my post please refrain yourself and simply delete me because I dont need you in my life anyways. Toodles :)
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 07:24:13 +0000
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