I have had Anna on my mind for a few days how she loved this time of year. She always had a smille on her face no matter what kind of day I had I coudle just call her and hearing her voice made me so so happy, I remember when I was in the hospital for my gallbladder she came and saw me she said Aunt Chris please close your eyes I have something for you she put it in my hand and said this is your birthday present it was a ring that she got me in the gift shop and she had a get well balloon I still have the ring that ring made my heart skip a few beats she hugged me and said you know I love you very much and I said I know my half pint. When my mom called about the accident I felt like the whole world just come crashing down on me Anna was more like my baby sister the only words I remember saying was lord you could have taken me when he called Anna I lost a chunk of my heart I was afraid to love anyone the way I loved her I was afraid if I did I would lose them also when I saw my brother Bobby setting there I felt I was afraid to hug him because if I did I would break down and what hurt the most was I did not know what to say I felt like I let him down. People say time heal the pain but time does not heal the pain the lord just holds you and says my dear sweet child you are not a one I am with you it hard to be strong . When I saw Lindsey my heart just crumbled and I said dear lord please please help me to strong I love all of my nieces and nephews more than I could ever explain I love my family.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 01:54:40 +0000
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