I have had very a difficult two weeks, week, day. There are a lot of people I need to speak to in my future. I am not sure what my future holds right now. There are very few people with whom this is open for discussion with. Of those about 2 understand the magnitude. This makes it very hard to function day day. I see no time or place safe. Facing fear and confusion. Overcoming more and living less. Appreciative of positivity, but struggling with negativity. Ridiculed, judged, as I suffer crippling symptoms, consequences. The roller coaster of what is on the plate in front of me is mine only to bear. Just not sure what it will take to make it through the ride. As I come to grips with it all I will better be able to express, detail, and seek the help that is truly needed. Today I am Thankful for all who truly put sincerity in trying to assist and understand. Genuine compassion and effort unsolicited is a virtue that is irreplaceable.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 22:35:19 +0000
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