I have made mistakes, done terrible things that I am not proud of, - TopicsExpress



          

I have made mistakes, done terrible things that I am not proud of, knowingly and unknowingly, taken advantage of people, made inmatured decisions that hurt a lot of people and I included. Lying was something that I took pleasure in and one of the most simplest and fun derived activity I had, so I thought. I involved myself in bad habits and activities, things I now refer to as CANNALITIES of the world, all as a result of peer pressure, bad company, and the urge to belong and feel among, I couldnt make decisions for myself as a result of always wanting to be the peoples guy( always pleasing ). I thought and called all these FUN, but as a result of having the good time which I termed FUN, I LOST alot of things(good things) friends, friends who tirelessly in their efforts made a difference in my Life and never wanted to see me on the wrong path of life. I really appreciate them, because no one could have had that guidance I had. All thanks to the MOST Beautiful, Hardworking, God fearing and above all Mum and Dad (all in one) Ive got, who in her tireless efforts ( day and night ) sat me down and gave me series upon series of advice which then I saw it as TAMING me not to have fun with my friends and being strict towards me, monitoring me which I felt was wrong because I felt I had come of age and needed freedom and space of my own as a man. As a result of me pleasing myself and friends, I always found myself disobeying, never being in good terms, never sharing the same point of view with her. Due to circumstances, it was really hurting, Yeah!!! So hurting for her. But Glory and thanks be returned back to God almighty for the Knowledge and understanding He has given me to right my wrongs, make more matured decisions for myself, think and behave like a Man and above all know and appreciate His words. I pray that God almighty in His infinite mercy continue to give me the strength to appreciate His gospel and do what is right in His sight and the sight of man. Special thanks and appreciation goes to the tagged names, God shall and will continue to bless and shower you and your families with abundant blessings. Thanks so much for your efforts towards making me a BETTER me. Imoter Moneh Tarzaan.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 14:07:08 +0000

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