I have not had a chance to express my feelings and thoughts lately. The last two months for me went by so fast; yet, I feel more experienced. It possibly could be that many friends around me are busy living their life. And I am vicariously sharing in their moments. I had so many intimate talks lately that I am now lost for words on describing what I am going through. I picture myself sitting in a circle and everyone around me is moving in all directions. I am trying to hold everyone together on strings, but they are snapping. Another scenario I see is I am trying to follow everyone, but there are so many paths taken I do not know which to take; they all will lead to somewhere good, but I just do not know. I feel I am left behind. This then takes me to one of my talks with a friend about my impact on others. I strongly feel I do not have an immense impact on people. Now, I have my family and core friends, but I am speaking in general. A part of me does not care, but another does otherwise I would not be writing about this. I’m not looking for pity or sympathy. I am simply trying to work this out through words. I sense I am lost momentarily. This is my enigma.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 06:53:19 +0000
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