I have realized I am but a normal person in a normal world, I am - TopicsExpress



          

I have realized I am but a normal person in a normal world, I am nothing special nor am I anything subsequently above average. I have my lessons to learn and myself to love, I do not need anyone and no one needs me. I will keep going on and living my life, Thank you for denying my chance before I got out of hand. I am a loser, a deadbeat and problem. I am the product of something that is growing, so when I make mistakes I will introspect and learn the better way to do it. I am also a winner, a person with an abundance of happiness, no not happiness caused on my own, but happiness caused by others. I am content with where I am in life and will continue to be content until someone shows me that I am otherwise. I am still learning how to control myself and show others I am something, it takes time and I have developed patience. I am a process that is learning to become the solution, I am a person with infinite possibilities and a solution for everything. I just have to hone my very standing in this world, give myself a spot in humanity then and only then can I ask people to do the same. I will love and keep on loving, and I will care and keep on caring. If you dont want this then I am at peace with that, you wont be disturbed with things that are overwhelming. I understand now we should just be friends, no one deserves someone like me who has not fully understood myself in its entirety. I Love this world, now all I have to do is love myself. Maybe then and only then will I be able to ask of you something. I am sorry everyone for the way I have acted, I am change and change is me. All I want is people not to forget my existence, because even though I am alone just like everyone else in this world, I am surrounded by people who actually give a shit. I truly and finally have understood this. I am going to keep everything simple and just properly for once in my life go with the flow! Life will give me everything I need, when the time comes for it to be given. I just have to sit back relax and just keep on going the way Im going!
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 15:56:28 +0000

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