I have struggled so much today... Spontaneously crying... No energy... I dont know how to switch gears. For the past year and a half I have been the rule follower that ensures that everyone else follows the rules to ensure my dads safety, to help him get better & stronger & give him the best quality of life possible. The Nursing Home staff Im sure hates me, but motto has always been, you dont have to like me, just take proper care of my dad... Today, he went on to Hospice Care... Everything has changed. Hes not going to get better. And, all the rules that have been drilled into me are out the window. Now, we just keep him comfortable. And, I have to learn how to start letting go... Im not so sure how to do that... Praying ALOT! I know its selfish, but Im not ready. Lord, please help me through this...
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 03:12:08 +0000
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