I have surgery on the 18th to fix the damage to my lower back that the previous tumor left behind in his pissed off state of exiting my body. (sort of like a pissed off ex wife if you ask me) The tenants living in my head are not able to be operated on. (I was really hoping for a quick eviction process but hey...what can ya do) I have another scan at the end of the month. If the scan shows my new tenants in my head have moved in their relatives & their childrens children, and some friends...Ill more than likely be checking out sometime in the near future. Who the hell can live will all that extra jazz in their head right? But if they follow the rules and keep to themselves...and possibly kick out some of their existing relatives....i may have a chance to evict some more so i can hang out with yall a bit longer. (In other words if the tumors/lesions continue to grow and show aggression...things will be over before too long. If they show any reaction to chemo at all then I may be able to do more chemo and just need more time to fight em off.) Sorry for the delay in posting but that was a lot to take in yesterday and I just needed a moment to have a pity party drinking my tears and getting all the after im gone I want you to out of the way I slept great! so if you have insomnia cry your ass off....no wonder they say sleep like a baby. the crying lil monkeys wear themselves out!! I love you all and I ask that you smile at strangers today. Im curious to see how many smile back and how many look at you like your Jack Nicholson in One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest hahaha. I appreciate all the support and I deflect sadness with humor so please dont get extremely emotional on me...Thanks for letting me be a part of your day :)
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 16:16:08 +0000
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