I have talked to many people regarding this as many of you know I have had some serious problems over last 3 years and had go court and defend myself, even, travelling a lot considering had a lot of illness with my father and needed to care for him and for myself its true things can get you down and you can get so stresed, moving to family so that I am nearer the hospitals needed and so much had to do to carry on living anfd while I am so grateful to all that have helped there are many times I have gotten down because I had offers of doing things but they did not happen, butI have to forgive the people who made promises that never happened because I care about them to much and hope that sometime this may change when they realise I have gotten into a place where I am more comfortable with me and that I hope they could care for me and we could give it a go. In meantime for all the people who are struggling find someone to talk to be it a talk group doctor just anyone who will listen and help find you the right help this is a true friend and someone who cares, promises of seeing you and not ever doing it in the end this makes things worse. However, for all the people who do show their support help and caring, me I am truly grateful and thank you and you know who you are for the messages on my private wall they each mean so much to me, and I am truly grateful for them please do not forget me, hope one day can have big party to say thank you . In mean time just thank you for your help and for keeping me together, sorry if anyone sent me messages texts my mobile is not working still been a long while now due to my iinability to get post properly and there changes in policy regarding if its under the contract or not so pleas understand I have not gotten them or e mails as I have forgotten pin number and again with little use of internet myself its not been fixed for long then another problem, at moment my e mail is workng so can try that if you have it, thank you and anyone who is down please find a way to pick yourself up , maybe it will be a little something each day but just know that you are special and someone does care about you please find it in you to speak to a doctor or councellor you need to find a way of learning to pick yourself up and getting through the dark times and please know there is someone who has been there and through friends and strangers even speaking to me helped me so much more than they will know. One in particular thank you so much you will know who you are
Posted on: Thu, 10 Oct 2013 11:51:08 +0000
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