I have to pray this prayer over and over. Sometimes I feel like I sound like a broken record. Dont stop praying something just because you havent gotten an answer or see results. God doesnt work in our time or in our ways. There are many things that I dont understand in this life. Things that I never will understand. Like why some get healed and others dont. Before I started my recovery I was waiting on a magic pill to take all my problems away. There are none! They dont exist! I was waiting for God to take all the anxiety and fear away from me before I was ever willing to try and fight. While God sometimes works like this, He doesnt always. I dont know the reason why, other than maybe He uses some of our battles for a testimony for Him. Faith without works is dead. What that means to me is this. If God had taken all the anxiety and fear away from me I never would have had to work my faith in Him to get through it. Do I believe He could heal me? Yes,very much so I do! Will He heal me? That I dont know, I dont know His plans for me. But for once I am not willing to waiver my faith in Him just because He isnt giving me what I think I need and want right now. I am working my faith in Him every time I feel anxious, worried, or fearful. I am working my faith in Him every time that I step out of my house! I dont care what the devil tries and shows me, I dont care what he tries and makes me feel. I know that my God has got me in the palm of His hand and as long as I trust Him, He will get me to where I need to be!
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 19:16:06 +0000
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