I havent given up on love. I gave up on the title that once held prestige for past centuries. I have changed a lot these past years. This past May is a month I shall never forget. It was my path to truly know where I stood. It was my own battle within myself. I glorified and reveled in light not knowing what lied ahead until that day in May. I stood on top of Makapuu Cliff after the sunset. Alone. Those feelings bore a hole so deep. I lost everything that day. No one called. No employment for months. Close dear friends Ive lost that month. Sorrow upon sorrow. Built every day posting memories that once was and hateful spiteful memes that only tore me apart. I was damaged. I lusted in defiance. I created illusions and I destroyed everything with my own darkness... Because when theres no sense of clarity. It changed everything. So there I stood... On the edge of that cliff... Hell to me was that moment of silence... (close your eyes and feel my message) just this moment Until, the sound of that wind that heard my ache. She made me see why I must stay. No medicines religion or anyone saved me. Just time space nature and a spark from within that ignited me that night. Once in this lifetime. I had tears before I died inside, and at that month, I had pain rapture my heart.. My War and yes, I was one of them, only those who survived would truly know that there is Love and Light beyond. This is my three month anniversary celebrating life and love to those near and dear to me... And to those whose love lost... I am here to guide... Live Well Rolan
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 07:55:45 +0000