I hope that I can re-establish my goals and my drive to achieve them. It seems that when the road gets bumpy and you loosen your grip just a little, you fall right off the wagon. By the time you realize where you are and start chasing your ride down, its far gone. Running for it working so hard and endlessly driving towards it you realize you were running in the wrong direction. You work yourself nearly to insanity and have pushed harder than you ever pushed just to catch up and when you get back on the wheels give out. Well damn it f%$& this road and all the maps ive been using. Tomorrow I will wake anew and build my own wagon. Ill use maps that are true and tested. And I will stop trying to accomplish my trek on my own. The resources are there and the treasures are vast, screw this damn road it can kiss my.............well umm. Time to stop talking and start walking and when I cant walk Ill trade those who can my talk and if I cant talk than Ill go to the docs and get my throat checked cause it might be a serious condition and I definitely wouldnt want it to become a permanent thing or have my voice come back all scratchety and........ HERES TO TOMORROW AND TO MY TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN. This is not what my life was supposed to be and my family deserves better so Daddy will make it so.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Jun 2013 05:43:31 +0000
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