I just dont understand how it makes me feel so sad and guilty to know that someone has an inclined feeling towards me. Reaching out, I am trying so hard, but still freezing in the cold undisputed war that got me so confused and lost.. and yet here I am still desperately seeking for the love and belongingness I long to feel as a means to survive the harsh and undeniable truth of loneliness I feel for being so far from my comfort zone.. hierarchy need where art thou? Reach my soul and feel my feet as you place your shoe to mine.. the cry to sleep might help, but what is there more to cry when youre already running out of tears from sorrow. Answers all I ask, but how can it be given if theres no existing question that fills the gap between the soil and the horizon of feelings being torn, and endless scars that keep running from inch to another inch, day by day, night by night. And I dont even get it why Im writing again when at the end of the day all I would do is just tell myself Im strong and Id overcome this phase. and just ignore. ignore. ignore. So vulnerable being human.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 11:17:49 +0000
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