I just found out.... I lost my father today. ... I dont think Im sad ... I believe I am drowned with emotion. Thinking about all the times and NoN- times with him. My dad left, me and my older brother and four younger sisters when I was around 9yrs old. He needed to get himself together, and he did. But, he never came back. I found him again when I was 17, and we shared some times. But when I turned 19... I felt I put more into the relationship then he did. Over the years out relationship has been cordial. I was always happy to see him, and was filled with joy that he was happy with his new family. I believe he had a full life. A happy life. The life he deserved. I hope. I hold no anger. I loved him for what he did and didnt do in my life. Because it help shape me into the person I am, the father I am. Rest well dad, I love u.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 01:26:21 +0000