I just realized, Im not the person I want to be right now. I used to reply to eveything. I was sweeter than anyone I have ever known. I was caring, innocent and thoughtful. But now, after 3 effin years and more, I am just drained out. I care less than I should. Ignore everything. I build walls to separate my soul on getting attached to someone. What hurts most is that Ive given it all to a man I dont love less after all the pain but I should, & though Ive learned my lesson, Im still consumed by hatred and numbness. I miss the old me, old him, but I think its better off this way. I dont really regret much, because somehow, somewhat, I needed you in my life, & Im thankful for it, well, mejo. If youre a man who has a girlfriend or wife at the moment. Dont treat her anything less than what she deserves. Itll change her in a way you wish you could have the old her back. Love us the way we deserve, rather than destroying our hearts, making us paranoid, questioning where tf we went wrong, insecure and posessive, changing us to someone we dont like, please dont. Burnt but brighter. Thankyou for making me realize I deserve better ;)
Posted on: Sat, 19 Jul 2014 13:17:38 +0000
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