I just want to say - what I am dealing with is not the end of the world - gosh knows there are so many others out there fighting harder battles - I am just so worn down and tired from being sick it just gets a bit overwhelming. The fibroid tumors are there - it is what it is for now - nothing that a good ole partial hysterectomy wont cure...but due to the sickness I cannot go in for surgery - it could be fatal with this kind of superbug...and well I am not taking those chances and either are they (thankfully). I am sorry for the pitty party I really ought to be a bigger stronger person about it - I got my family - we dont really have our health but that is ok it isnt stopping us from anything - they are tough kids :) I dont talk about what I do for charities or other people worse off than me because well its apart of my life that I keep private - I dont care for all the fuss about what a good thing I am doing - I do it because gosh knows I know what it is like to be struggling and even a small random act of kindness has echos that are truly endless. Oh and I am hypersensitive to pain and so being so sick makes me a little cranky :( I wish I was less sensitive on the whole sensory thing but that is who I am - how I was made I cant undo my genetics so I am really sorry for complaining out here - just goes to shows you my Aspie/SPD/ADHD do not always play nice together :) Again I am sorry - so many parents lost their children this past year and others have lost family members - I have no right to complain...
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 00:56:38 +0000
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