I just wanted to take a moment and thank every single one you this morning. Those of you that left such kind and loving comments, those of you that sent our family prayers, and those that did not but thought of us and Sam The Dog and shed a tear. I know that many of you have been following our activity these last weeks and MANY of you have shed tears and been effected by our joys and sorrows . I know what I will say now may make some of you think I am nuts or in denial but I have to share it. This morning I woke early around 5AM. I had been waking up early to give Sam his pain meds so he was able to take his morning walk. I lay there for a while preparing myself to feel horrible when I felt this nudge. No a physical nudge but I felt it all the same. See Sam would do this pawing thing when he wanted my attention or wanted something. He would tap lightly with his paw, 10 seconds later do it again, and so one till I focused my attention on him. Sometimes it was because he wanted to play, or go out or just smile.It always made me laugh. As I lay there, I felt his paw nudging me and I felt him say Dont be sad mom, Im right here, I will always be right here. And as that paw went right over my heart, I felt his head rest on my shoulder. See Sam is not only still by my side but he has become part of my soul. He loved everyone he met and always wanted them to feel the joy he felt. I promised him I would try and do that everyday, every minute of everyday. Of course I may not wag my tail as much or squeak the same way, but I will in spirit. I promised him to try and love everyone in the spirit of the way he loved me, even those that do not love me. Am I in shock?...... YOU BET! Am I grieving?....There are no words that can express what am feeling. Am I in nuts?..Maybe,,,,, but,..........I honestly believe that sweet gentle soul is now a part of me. I swear to become a better person, I am a better person thanks to my Sam. Thank you all so much again. I cannot express in the degree of my gratitude for your love and support.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 12:29:12 +0000
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