I know Im not the best Woman by far! I get upset and frustrated, I get really sad & depressed for why bad things happen on this Beautiful Earth! Sometimes I rather be on the other side so I can put Evil in a choke hold & squeeze until its head pops off! I feel like I shouldnt be married because it seems like Im never satisfied & I feel no man will ever be able to fulfill this lonely not understood feeling I get when in need of comfort! Yet I will keep pushing for the better & try my best to keep True Goodness in my heart. Ive accepted that I will face this battle alone, I have such major trust issues that Im am trying to work out. I have found a place where I could be healed from the inside out so I can become the New Woman I need to be to Help protect & guide the younger generations at hand that have to fight even harder than we did to survive! Jah put me here for a purpose in this place & time. Ive been threw Hell and back several times! I am Determined to conquer my mission before my body expires! This is why I cant depend on A Man because unless your The Father of Creation yourself it will never work for me! No Father to Love Me, No Mother to Comfort Me but its its a lie because The Father & Mother of Creation Is right within me & its gonna take a Warrior to Fight this battle right along my side! I cant pretend no more, I cant keep feeling not understood by my Partner, our paths along re different yet Im trying to make both our paths as One but it seems like it keeps spitting in two :( I will be who I need to be for my Kids & grandkids! I am breaking these chains that have been wrapped around my Ancestors for centuries! Its alright that Im misunderstood by alot of people cause what Im here for they will Never understand! I just want to be a Woman of Peace & Love, Strength & Courage! I want to be confident in all that I do.... can I do this? Will I full fill my purpose to save the children? All I can do is keep faith & hope within & take the steps necessary to achieve it! NEVER GIVE UP ON THE GOOD IN YOUR LIFE AND RIP YOUR SELF OF THE BAD!!!
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 22:52:52 +0000
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