I know that everything I have been through in life has made me a very strong woman but sometimes I do not feel strong at all. I feel broken, I am broken.......and there are parts of me that may never be fixed. But I hide those parts and pretend it does not hurt but the truth is...................................it hurts every damned day. Every day I wake up and live with the truth that I am not a mom to three kids, I am a mom to 7 kids. Four of whom I may never see again but I will hold out hope on that until the day I die. Part of me died so long ago. That whole situation changed me. It made me bitter. I am no longer the happy go lucky optimistic person I once was. I am fearful of every decision I make on behalf of my children. Constantly wandering if it was the right decision or not. Birthdays are especially hard but the pain is there everyday. Teresa Stewart you are the only person that had any hand in that situation that I cannot bring myself to forgive. I have pleaded with God to take this hate for you out of my heart but I do not think that is possible. At least the others realized what was really going on and refused to continue to go on with your evil plan and some of my faith in humanity was restored. I hope that when you have to answer to the lord for all of your wrong doings I pray that I am not the only person that you have done wrong but I am sure I am not. You failed to realize these were real people whose lives you were ruining. You did not care about the family unit. You made no attempt to keep me and my kids together. In your eyes I was a young, dumb girl and a perfect target for your lies. Lies that you tried to keep going but I finally proved that you were a liar. Its no wander you cant look me in the eye when we meet up in public. You are the scum of the earth!! So many things I would like to have answers about and maybe some day I will. One of the many lies you told was that you determined that my twins father was not the person I said he was with a DNA test but I was not a part of that. You did not obtain my DNA for that and you and your crooked cronies refused to ever allow me access to those records. I would love to at least know if the twins are identical or not. I am making this public so that you Teresa Stewart might see this. I want you to know directly from me that I HATE YOU. You are a liar and you do not deserve the title of social worker. The only title you deserve is HOME WRECKER or maybe BABY THIEF would suit you even better. You have faced hard times and you deserve everything that has ever happened to you and all that is still to come. I hope you rot in hell!!
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 02:03:19 +0000