I made a pretty big decision recently. I have realized that no matter what I think or say about myself, or how many times I repeat myself, Jon loves me anyway. If you know me well, you know my ongoing issues with depression and anxiety. Its always caused low self esteem and I know that living with someone that constantly downs themself, can get tiring. Seeing someone thats insecure, emotional, and always doubting things can hurt. Especially when you do everything in your power to make them feel better. Jonathan, just so you know, I didnt know what being in love was until you came along. Sometimes when Im alone, it really hits me just how lucky I am. Every girl in the world looks for a man like you. I never ever thought that I was worth the time to get to know, or love. But you showed me that its possible. I am so grateful for you. Thank you for being so patient and loving me. After seeing you upset and knowing that my depression is what is causing it, I decided that its time to get help. I thought that the help I had long ago fixed things, but it didnt. I LOVE you. So much. And its pretty hard to believe that you love me back, fully. You should know that the depression isnt because of you. You make me happier than Ive ever been. You are so good to me. I cant wait for you to get home so I can snuggle you. :)
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 07:15:52 +0000
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