I might power off my phones deactivate my social networks Burn me some CDs and begin a old fashioned project execution. I used to have friendships that were inspiring or motivated my sense for always wanting to start a new project I start them all or purchase what I need and never finish. I hire people I know to do what I cant and I dont expect a handout but I remember the ones that were without me even asking or knowing that would make me value their friendship cause they cared enough to offer me a help in the kitchen or build whats in that box or look for my light bulbs caste they are over and see its out and know Im like not going to do it anytime soon. Coming home to a friend putting hardware so my RV gate doesnt open when its windy or wonder why my pictures arent hung up where is my hammer ... No offense to the ones that have been to my house and in my company I am not trippin I dont want u to feel like ur not considered a friend cause u havent put in work lol ... I just know Ive been in la la land and need to focus more and disconnect at least until I deserve to enjoy company and be a host like I used to be. That was my ultimate happiness once. Cooking and eating and having friends and family in my home. My close friends are always welcome with at least a quick heads up Im on my way but they dont need a invite. I used to come home expecting visitors. Now Im like evaluating if some should be trusted or the point of slaving over a stove all day for someone that aint down and is a compromise or not even gonna return the hospitality in any way even like the lamest invite to come eat the recipe u wanted to try on Pinterest. My friends that I know keep tabs on me and let me wonder without being offended with my lack of effort in being more of a home body dinner party kick back like I used to do with my extended appreciation I am going to admit I kinda miss that lifestyle .... The one I live now isnt like too bad Im doing my own thing but Im fully aware now as I decay and wrinkle out my youth that even though Im not present or even on time if I do show up that Im being a host to anyone I run with now. Lol so not that u were ever replaced Im just always on the go and pretty much am always down to meet up or do anything last minute so thats always the overall expectation to be in good company stay out late rotate and be the designator driver check on each other time to time and include the rest of us that like to enjoy a good time with good company . Thats how we roll lol Single Felicia is not fat like I feel 6 months prego from cooking and considering my next move in the choice to commit. I wore a engagement ring in vegas it was a chill perspective for me and spent time with one of my closest friends that is on the same movement of livin it up/ ridin solo yet observant of potential takers that meet our standard we refuse to settle for and I was just soooo happy to feed her everyday. Just like when we were all booD up when we had to pull a wing man or when we are embracing the independence. We love food! Appreciate it more then most Im gonna be fat as shit if I ever find me a husband to feed cause I remember when it was my duty to know how to be diverse and want to be the best cook and impress that man when i find him and feed him and know how to make what he loves just in case its some thing I would never eat like seafood. I would still bu shrimp or fish and just create dishes and feed my homies and figure out how or what else I could have done or added Im hungry ... Time to cook lol
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 09:38:18 +0000
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